My name is Lalli, I am 16, i am an agnostic and I live in Australia.
I think my favourite poem will help you understand me better than I can explain:
"There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more,
From these our interviews, in which I steal
From all I may be, or have been before,
To mingle with the Universe, and feel
What I can ne'er express, yet cannot all conceal." - Lord Byron